a new me .. call 1300 -JENNYCRAIG TODAY!

YAY i feel fantabulous... no its not a new man, jenny craig, a nose job or snazzy new boobs.. but its cos i've been seeing a shrink and getting some professional treatment.. given little chemical holding hand. (wish i saw them earlier though before my one of my best friends fled from me.. like a RATTATA)

I've been doing some quilting and doing some crazy car drawing work.. im learning to do some computer CAR RENDERINGS NOW LMAO and doing lots of cooking despite my endless myer shifts... 5 days a week gosh! getting lots of shiny moneys though to fuel my shopping cravings :D clothes clothes clothes YIPPEE and cooking-wares HURRAH! i LOVE going ikea now too.. its everything i like ALL IN ONE PLACE haha just too cool..

ive been spending so much money lately.. hello INCOME EFFECT xD i some notable snazzy clothes... probably influenced from folding so many clothes every day... bought my first POLITIX jacket HURRAH and the price was slutting around $200.. which is like CHEAP and it was picked by my ethnic fashion stylist <33 and a trenchcoat... but that is too embarrassing.. HAHA like who do i think i am wearing a TRENCHCOAT but i really like it. lets hope the theory of cheap winter clothes during hot weather holds true LMAO (Ie i hope i dont see it even cheaper)

watched new moon on monday, can't believe how incredibly ugly old and hair robert pattinson is... but jacob is really love at first bite 8D.. i love the cullens' house too... i'll live in a place like that one day. but why do they drive volvos being so rich.. only the sister has taste with her benz S500.. <33333

life is crazzy atm.. working is making me crazy busy.. came home at 12:30 last night (with the help of lovely cityrail trackwork) and last friday i had a 7am shift.. YES SEVEN IN TEH BLERRDY MORNEN but really started at 7.40am cos the crazy leb security chick refused me entry cos i didnt have a CONTRACTORS license.. LMAO hello i am a 20yo 2nd year commerce student and just a christmas casual at MYER.. NOT A BLOODY RUBBISH COLLECTOR or a FULL TIME TRUCK DRIVER THANK YOU. it was so funny seeing how smug she looked.. looked like a complete FOOL. LMAO i rarely talk to leb ppl so that was not a good first impression. but i do like hommus and tabouli.. 8D

celebrity masterchef is finishing too.. missing al lthe episodes cos im too busy folding clothes...

i am doing my timetables at the moment.. i thought my semester one would be bad.. but omg! i seem to have someone with me in all my classes.. God is really looking after me.. I feel loved :)

tears

byebye to my bestest friend :') but he's not going away forever.. four months is going to seem so long :( i won't be what i am now if it wasn't for him.

i am waking up at 4.30am to get to myer by 7am.. cannot wait for some loving tonight

lets swim

friendships are shallow

money

yay i am finally growing up.. working in a real job woohoo! Its so fun being surrounded by clothes all the time and get to meet so many new and nice people! My feet are constantly dead though.. *shakes fist at my cheap shoes* Now i have a bit of money to buy some pretty accessories WOOHOO.. oops i am sounding like a fully grown METRO! SAVE ME! nah too late :D:D


in MORE POSITIVE NEWS I've finally brought myself to let one of my close friends go. *plays beyonce.. to the left to the left /whistles* Realised he is really a fake friend who liked me to get ahead in uni.. so depressing i know.. When i need his help, like atm.. he runs away from me and lets me handle it alone.. luckily i have a super nice friend who is keeping an eye on me *tear* *hugs* and to rub salt in the wound he replaces me with a girl i hate the most.. so glad his boyfriend helped him get into exchange sending him off for half a year!! he isnt even sad that we are breaking ties.. sadly I am not cold blooded hence i was sad for like a long while.. he is TRULY A COLD NASTY, COMPETITIVE PIECE OF WORK.

since i'm coming to terms of this fake friend.. will mean a more happy and non-moody arthur YAY and to help me be happy more.. Ive been cooking YAY.. my asian uni friend is such a role model! made three cheese cakes and cooked 5 YUM dinners for my family. cooking and grocery shopping is HEAPS OF FUN. i am continually embracing my inner masterchef indeed!!

hope i meet people next semester like this asian friend at uni.. he is so interesting and cooks so well.. and he isn't all competitive like my asian friends.. HOW REFRESHING!!! why cant asians not be competitive like he is.. its not HSC people.. and all them competitive bitches get way shitter marks than me anyways so i don't know why they even bother.

I've already picked all my subjects for next year.. so exciting!!!! and still CAR SHOPPING... SO SO FUN!!!! i am having a soft spot for the Volvo C30.. but then a new version is coming out in 2010 which looks way nicer..

my prayers go out to the twins who are currently being separated! they are super cute and i'm sure God is on their side <333

wonderful start

what a wonderful start to my holiday. major spat with friend who insists they're a saint and they had my interests in mind all along. me always the baddie yes :). turns out he thinks i am a constant case of sourgrapes so therefore nigelating and removing me effectively from their life is in my BEST interest. and yes and he no competitive at all. so much so that my younger sister went out of her way to warn me about him, he who denouced my friend for being a competitive whore. how ironic that those two are now the best of friends these days. the difference one semester makes; woohoo.

anyways all this hating is really working up an appetite.. sushi time.. i had my first tempura sushi the other day.. ive only ever had tempura prawn when its dunked and soggy in udon and i've never been a big fan of it.. but its so nice on sushi.. who cares about stupid skin allergies to prawns!!

must go out and shop shop shop before i slave away and work for monies...

and so exciting; me shop for car now

exam joy

learning half a semester's stuff in less than a week just makes me want to go emo.. the good side its during this time i get to see just how ugly friends could be.. stuff their competitiveness and their fake hihihoho's-what-are-you-doings-i'll-do-that-too-but-ill-do-it-better.. PLEASE GET A FRIGGN LIFE